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Smile,
Its just a simple facial expression.
It can never, ever convey what is deep inside my heart,
a smile,
to remind myself im tough..in whatever situations..whatever cicumstances..

hoping for a better and happier year 2011. :-)

=)

Phew! Thank God! Praise Him.
Now i have got something that i need to accomplish..

IMU interview =)

Woke up from a 8-hrs-sleep, straightaway i opened up my laptop and scanned through my course's prospectus. After that i had a good time doing my morning devotion with God. Reading through Psalm really made me felt much more alleviated , for i knew God's holy presence was with me. The only thing i can do is to pray in truth, and accept the fact that God's plan is always the best for me. No matter what happen, I will rejoice in it.

Ok, the hilarious part of the morning of interview day was i got my neck muscle cramped while i was bathing. Haha! I was like, goodness! can't even turn my head obliquely in a proper manner. Anyway, i began to dress up my formal business wear reluctantly and lied on the bed to wait for the time to pass. That was like somewhere around 10.30am. My interview was being scheduled at 1.30pm.

Meanwhile, i started arranging all the original documents that they might ask for it in a clear holder and departed from my place at 11.30am. I took monorail from Tun Sambanthan all the way to Hang Tuah before interchange to Starline and reached Sri Petaling station. Imu main campus was just conveniently located at about a stone thrown away from the lrt station. I actually took a route in from it's backdoor and saw lots of IMU-ians put on themselves in a smart attire. Without any hestitation i entered their student service's department and reported myself. I was actually the first to be interviewed. Okay, kinda fearful, so went to toilet for like 3times in one hour before one guy came and brought me up to 1st floor where the interview room was. The room for interview was kinda small and there were 3 ladies inside. Omigawd! More than i expected ! haha.. Anyway i don't dare to enter the room without their acknowledgement. So i waited outside for like 10mins until they were ready and signaled me to enter. After taking a deep breath i greeted them with a smiley face when i entered the room. They began to introduce themselves, saying one of them is doctor,one of them from dentistry and the other one is nurse. blahblabla...

They asked me to introduce myself first... So, i told them quite a lot of stuffs like my college, the place i came from, my characters, activities i like to join......until they interrupted me when i said i like challenging and extreme activities/sports. They asked me what i learnt from all that, as in how it helps in my daily life. I was like crapping, saying what la can test my determination, train my attitude of never giving up and so on..LOL! After that, they asked me what makes me want to take up medicine course to become doctor. Ok, this part was actually expected and i explained to them quite well. Then they asked me whether i have attached with any doctors from government hospital before. I guess they actually want me tell them about the experience of it if i have done that, but unluckily, i have never got chance to do that! Here's a reminder: Don't ever lie them that u did that before if it never happens to you, in case they ask you to tell them your experience, you're stuck! Hmm..i just told them my dad brought me in to observe before. They were like smiling and asked me "does it really help? by just looking around? " I told them.. "Of course it helps! More or less right?haha.."

Well , this was the scenario that they gave, which y'all might heard before, and so do i ..=) Imma state it roughly.. " On the flight there's a business class passenger who encounters a severe cardiac arrest and the final destination is 10 hrs away. On the other hand, the nearest airport is 2 hrs away. Given that the weather is very stormy and rains very heavily and you are the pilot of the plane. How would you react to this kind of situation? " I just told them everything that came out from my mind, and probably something that most of the people would do pertaining to that situation. And one thing that made me quite uneasy was that, i actually changed my decision from not landing at the nearest airport to the need of landing at nearest airport after they shaked my unfirm decision. Hmph!! When i said i don't want to land, they asked me " Why won't you land? There's an airport not so far away what." Okay,i stumbled a while and said, " Yeah, i think i will." OMG, now when i looked back it actually showed how inconfident i was! They replied, "Oh, now u say u will..", intended to pull my leg again, by saying "don't you think that if the aircraft and all the passengers inside might face the risk of plane crush, as you know the weather is unpleasant" Without hestitation, i told them the possibility of facing that is so low, let along we are living in such a hi-tech world. For a while, they were speechless.LOL Then,we entered Q&A session straightaway,which was made for me to ask whatever questions that i wanted to ask. I was wondering why they didn't ask me any IQ ques. Maybe we took quite long time for the front part. Anyway, i asked a lotsa questions, really a lot, until they stood up and thought i was gona leave,but i still continued.Haha! This was actually one way of showing them u'r interested in the course you are applying for. But make sure you don't ask ridiculous questions which give them a bad impression of you. xD
Right after that, i gave three of them (interviewers) a FIRM handshake and left. I believe i had done my best and blessing from GOD has yet to come!! =D

New strength

Argh.. lord I don’t have my own strength limitation o lord and yet I still depending so much on myself.. life sometimes makes me weary and I choose to let you dwell in my house =]

but those who wait on the Lord

shall renew their strength;

They shall mount up with wings like eagles,

They shall run and not be weary,

They shall walk and not faint.

isaiah 40:31 <3

Ever wonder? =]

Do u guys out there ever wonder why, being a christian , we always need to pray, since God knows our needs even before we ask for it? This is somehow a lil contradict to our christian believes, i know. Hmm.. some said when we pray God will reveal his plan to us and some said God will answer us through prayer. I believe there's certain logic behind all these opinions. Yes, indeed God knows our needs, but if we don't ask for it, why does he even bother to reveal them to us? Our God is a jealous God, if we forget about him and pay our attention on other aspects, he will definitely feel upset about us. And as we know, being a christian really not a bed of roses.Gone through all sorts of trials and temptations won't set us apart from God's grace and love, it will only aid us in strengthening our christian faith, to believe and trust HIM more n more. No matter how tough a situation is, don't be afraid that we are not be to face them, because in bible 1 cor 10:13, it states that "No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it” We have our authorities from Abba father to cast out the evil spirit which might mislead us. So, YEAH, do remember, when we face difficulties, there's always a faithful FRIEND who is willing to hold our hands and hear us. He is so great, why would he even wants to bother a minor creation like us?? But the truth is, he cares , he cares about who we are, he cares about every single breath that we take. We all are so SPECIAL to him, don't you know that? (:

There's a nice song that had always been a great encouragement for me whenever i feel sorrow. i wish to share it with you all. xD HAV A NICE WEEKEND ahead and god bless ya abundantly!!

What a friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer!
Oh, what peace we often forfeit,
Oh, what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer!

Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged—
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful,
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness;
Take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy-laden,
Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge—
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He’ll take and shield thee,
Thou wilt find a solace there.

Blessed Savior, Thou hast promised
Thou wilt all our burdens bear;
May we ever, Lord, be bringing
All to Thee in earnest prayer.
Soon in glory bright, unclouded,
There will be no need for prayer—
Rapture, praise, and endless worship
Will be our sweet portion there.

what a friend we have in jesus-

this is my desire , to follow you. (;

there's a lot of things that im learning recently..
includes ..:
guitar
pingpong
tennis
reading God's words from the very beginning of the bible
a better & more sincere prayer

=D
After i came back from cf camp, guess im more on fire, and this time imma live for god. Hope in everything i do, they will be used to glorified HIS mighty name.

he who redeems.

I have not seen God before, but i believe in him.
There's time when im so depressed and down, n yet i trust he'll keep the promise!

Just have a lil faith..! cheerS~

this way ,that way, take one, put one down.

cant really understand myself these days. Certain thought kept on distracting and overwhelming my mind. I knew im now stopping at the T junction and need to make decision asap. Why m i keep on starring at the two pathways that's lying in frnt??! I need to make a move NOW! I dun care, it's the future that i see, not the whatever crap.. :S

breakin' in , breakin' out..

familiar right this series movie??


yeah, its the series movie that im getting addicted with all these while. I am watching it episode by episode, starting from season 1 episode 1 these few days. haha feel myself kinda insane, except for meals time, most of my holidays time are totally sticking with it. huhu~ But its quite sad ler, the 2 main actresses are dying unexpectedly earlier in season 2 & 3..They shouldn't have make it like that (even though sara suddenly pop out of no where in season 4 ><). After all, a lot of lessons that i have learnt from this movie.

1. fears will remain fears if you never attempt to face it.
2. Things always happen in an unexpected way.
3. Impossible is nothing.
4. Every experience is very useful. so, don't underestimate it.
5. Be careful when trusting some1 who's not that close to you.
6. even if its the end of sth, keep going also..and "just hav a little faith"..rmb that??haha..

CHEERS out ther ~